as I can't find proper words to express my feelings..
To whom it may concern,
I might not be a good friend, or a close friend to you...
But I do feel sorry,
I do feel sad,
and I am heartbroken as well..
The world will not be the same without you guys,
who have been around since the day I've joined..
who have affected even the slightest bit of my life..
And for those good and bad things,
I thank you guys...
And really sorry for all my wrongdoings..
Remember that I love you..
and we'll keep in touch..
and pray only the best for all of us, okay..
p/s: no, i'm not leaving.. not yet..