[30 Days of Truth] Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.

Ok, I guess this thing semua orang pun tau.
Not only myself je yang menyampah pasal benda ni, semua orang pun menyampah kot.
Hehe..

1) I am a bad-tempered person, and over-sensitive too...

I am easily annoyed by little things, especially when I already planned for something,
and it turns out not like what I want it to be.

When things supposed to be easy and then ada some hiccups here and there, that'll ruin my day.

When someone made promises to me and they didn't keep it, I'll be mad like they're no friend to me anymore.

When someone said something that really gets me on my nerves, I may forgive him but I'll never forget.

But, it takes about few minutes only to cool down.
You only need to let me be alone, all by myself, and I'll be cool..
And don't mention about the thing again, unless I wanted to.


Next!

2) BOROS

Ok, being a woman, especially with little kid, I guess being BOROS can be forgiven sometimes. Haha.. Most of the times I spent a lot for my little boy, especially clothes and toys (alasan). Dan saya juga sangat suka abiskan duit kat bab Jalan2 Cari Makan. :)


3) LACK OF CONFIDENCE

Ini tak tipu. I think I can achieve more if I have self-confidence.
I'll step up instead of being a follower.
I'll try to achieve my dreams instead of keeping on dreaming about them.


Cukup tak 3 ni je..
kalo banyak2 sangat abislah terbongkar semua rahsia I...
Hehehehe...

30 Days of Truth

It's been a long time since I've updated my blog.
Banyak cerita sebenarnya, cuma malas dan takde masa nak mengadap blog.
Busy with life, work, Little Boss, my pregnancy, etc, etc...

But.. I came across this post and rasa macam interesting nak buat jugak :)

So for 30 days every day I have to write something according to the below:

Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

I am not sure whether I am able to write for 30 days berturut2, but let's give it a try.
Hehe..

Saya & Mekap..

Dah lama tak shopping make up..
Sebabnya yang ada pun tak abis2, jarang benar pakai.
Dulu aku suka beli yg jenis palette, dlm 1 palette tu ada banyak colour terus.
Macamlah nak pakai semua kan..

Masa aku study A-Level dulu, yes.. aku rajin tepek2 kat muka.
Paling kurang pun tepeklah bedak, lipstick + mascara..
kalau rasa nak over2 sikit, siap ngan eyeliner + blusher uuuu...
Yang jadi mangsa tolong linekan mata aku ialah Cik Liana Azura..
hehehe.. sebab dia memang terer bab2 mekap ni..
yang rajin buat eksperimen kat muka aku plak, Teh la..
Kalau aku nak mekap sendiri, memang sememeh la jawabnya..

Bila study kat MMU plak, sorilah aku nak mekap2..
sebabnya nak kena jalan pegi klas, panas wohh nanti mekap cair..
so biasanya just tepek bedak + pakai lip-balm..
kalau gi dating laa baru melawa sikit (kot)..
hahaha..

Bila dah start keja plak, yang wajib cuma bedak + lipstick..
tu pun kadang2 tak pakai lipstick..

Tapi lately ni, masa tgh pregnant ni, ada masa2 aku sukaaaaa sangat nak mekap2..
Satu benda yang aku jumpa sesuai sangat ngan muka aku ialah benda ni:-


Yes, I love this cream very2 much!
Mula2 saja nak test..
Before this aku penah beli BBCream yg made in Korea punya, tapi tak sesuai dengan aku (walaupun positive feedbacks yang aku baca kat internet pasal cream tu punyalah banyak)..
But this one, aku perasan kulit aku dah kurang sangat berminyak(except kat hidung still lagi sket2).. kulit rasa licin + smooth je.. walaupun aku just tepek bedak baby biasa je lepas tu.. hehe..
Sangat sesuai utk orang pemalas macam aku sebab considered as moisturizer + make up base + foundation gitu.. Bau pun wangi..

Lepas sapu cream ni, aku just apply bedak je..
kalau aku terlebih rajin, aku pakai Loving Minerals punya foundation.
Aku suka sangat yg ni, Lumiere Light-Beige.. sebab aku rasa macam glowing sket muka..
hahaha..

Perasannyaaaaaa.....
Hahahahahhahahahahaha....

Lepas tu kalo terlebih rajin, sapu blusher plak..
Monave from Loving Minerals gak..
blusher ni best, sebab bleh jadik foundation + blusher..
tapi kalo tepek satu muka kang terover merah plak..

Lipstick, tak tentu.. ikut mood..
sebab aku tak memilih sangat..
asalkan kaler cam coklat2 cukup..

Itu je lah pun yang aku pakai..
Mascara, dulu rajin, sekarang.. apesal tah aku tak pakai..
tp kalo nak pakai, aku suka pakai yg warna coklat..
eyeliner pun..
eyeliner confirm tak pakai sebab aku tak reti nak apply..
kang sememeh je.. byk kali dah praktis tapi tangan tetap gigil2..
hahhaa..

Sebenarnya aku saja je nak cerita pasal makeup Loving Minerals aku dah nak abis...
kot2 ada yang nak belikan.. kira hadiah 'Mother's Day'.. bleh tak?
paham2lah ya siapa yang berkenaan.. ahahaha..

My New Life as A WAHM

Once upon a time, I am sooo desperate to become a stay/work-at-home-mum.
Now, I got the opportunity to become a WAHM and i'm not sure whether I love it or not.

Dah start since last month, tp oleh sebab last month sangat bz, almost everyday datang jugak ke opis.
This month macam dah free sikit, so dalam seminggu maybe 2,3 hari je aku gi opis.
The rest dok umah je. Dtg opis pun not necessary full day.
Sangat bahagia rasanya... Hehe..

The good thing is I got to spend time with si budak kecik pengarang jantung,
dari celik mata sampai la time tido...
Letih, tapi best..
But ada masanya, menjerit2 gak aku ngan budak kecik ni, sebab lasak yang amat.
Anak aku ni manja(read: ngada2) semacam ngan aku..
Even my parents and my MIL said, kalo aku takde kat umah, keja.. takde laa plak dia macam ni..
elok je bleh main sorang..
tapi kalo aku ada kat umah, semuanya nak aku yang buat..
suh berdukung laa, kena teman dia main laa, kadang tinggal kejap nak pi bancuh susu pun meraung macam kena tinggal tepi jalan..
Alahaiii anak omak oiiii...
Agak payah laa jugak nak masuk dapur utk memasak (alasan!)..

Kalau time aku tak pi opis and stay kat Batu Caves, takde masalah sangat sbb kalo letih bleh mintak tlg org lain tengok2kan kejap.
Tapi kalau kat Bangi, sorrylah.. memang aku kena ngadap dia fulltime..
Kadang nak pi toilet je pun agak payahlah..
Part tido petang pulak, kalo aku takde, elokkk je kul 2 pm tu dah lelap.
Tapi kalo aku ada, kadang sampai kul 5 pm tu dok berlari sana-sini lagik..
Aku laa plak yang terlepek macam kain buruk.. Hahaha..

Tambah plak tak lama lagi nak kuar lagi sorang..
Banyak kali gak aku sembang2 ngan Aliff cakap yang nanti dia nak dpt adik..
Tapi dia ni ntah paham ke idak...
Tak kesahlah, sementara ni layan laa dia puas2 dulu..
lepas ni bz ngan baby baru, harap2 dia tak terasa ditolak ke tepi..
I hope I will love them equally, fair and square..

However, we've been thinking of hiring a maid..
sebabnya sekarang ni.. kalau hari2 aku kena ke opis, kami kena balik Batu Caves sebab takde sapa nak jaga Aliff...
at least kalo ada maid, takyah nak ulang-alik lagi..
bleh laa stay Bangi full time..
and maid bleh temankan MIL jugak..
especially bila my BIL dah kawin nanti, takkan nak biar MIL tinggal sorang2...
Kalau aku ada kat umah pun, maid bleh tolong buat keja umah + tgk2kan anak time aku masak (konon!)..

Oh BTW, my hubby said.. aku ni jenis tak sesuai jadik fulltime housewife..
Sebabnya aku dah biasa kerja, I am quite a workaholic so kiranya bila dok umah tu aku cam jadik tak betul sket. Dan aku juga seorang yang agak tidak penyabar..
Kat umah tak ngadap coding, takde org nak sembang (sembang pun dengan anak je) dan takleh cuci2 mata kat shopping complex.
Dia rasa aku lebih sesuai jadik wanita berkerjaya.. Haha..
Tapi seriously, aku happy dengan life sekarang (minus the ulang-alik part)..
Best woo takyah gi opis hari2.. Silalah jeles dengan saya.. Hihi..
However, I hope that we can get a maid ASAP, so that takdelah nak risau sangat time2 aku kena gi opis..

Sekian bebelan untuk hari ini. :)

maaf ya

Last weekend pegi tgk belon panas kt putrajaya. Dlm dok sibuk tgk hot air balloon tu aliff lak sibuk excited tgk belon yg ada rupa mickey mouse tu. Ramai gak bdk dok pegang. So igt nk belikan satu utk aliff. Cari sana-sini x jumpa lak org jual belon tu. Last2 nampak 1 brader tgh dok pegang belon byk2. Ada la budak dok kerumun dia and dia pun dok bagi2 belon tu. Aku pun pegi kat dia...

Bang, belon ni satu brp?

Eh saya tak jual belon. Ni anak2 sy punya...

Oppss... Maaf ye bang...

kesian brader tu kan. Mana la nak tau anak dia ramai... Hehehehe...

Spesel Untuk Opah Cu

Opah Cu, ni haa tengoklah takleh dok diam budak kecik ni haa..

Enjoy~

Peminangan DItangguhkan...

Hari tu aku ada mention kan, nak beli kereta baru.
Exora, to be exact.
Mula2 plan asal nak amik awal tahun, tp lepas tu kensel.
Tak ingat pulak apa sebabnya.
Lepas tu plan nak amik hujung bulan ni pulak.
Kanda siap pening2 (konon!) nak pilih kaler apa.
This time aku biar dia je decide sebab ni keta dia, takkan la aku nak paksa2 lak suh amik kaler yang aku suka.
Tapi kalau boleh, sila la consider kaler Solid White tu yer yang, I macam berkenan, tp kalo malas basuh jadikla macam kaler Grey plak kang..

Lepas sembang2 ngan Kanda, entah macam mana macam banyak pulak benda lain nak kena consider.
First, adik ipar aku nak kawen bln 5 ni, adik aku pulak dlm bln 10 nnt, so mesti kena support sket dr segi kewangan kan..
Second, nnt dlm bln 8 aku nak beranak, so aku akan cuti 2 bulan TANPA GAJI. Part ni paling seksa lah. Mana nak cekau duit. So kena la start saving dr skang utk cover 2 bln gaji tu nnt.
Kalau amik Exora la ni, duit mmg takde lebih, nak save pun tak banyak.
Sangat la tinggi risikonya.

So Kanda came out with a suggestion.
Kitorg tangguh dulu la amik Exora tu.
Maybe dlm bulan 7 nanti baru amik kot.
By that time, duit yg consider nak byr duit keta bln2 tu bleh la buat saving kan.
At least ada la gak sket, dari takde langsung.
Buat sementara ni, boleh je naik Tornado aku tu dulu :)
Aku pun setuju je lah, sebab yg pentingnya ada orang hulur duit.. hihihi...

So, yang.. kita amik Exora tu dlm bln 7 nnt, consider birthday present untuk saya lah yer..

Eh, tapi kalo bulan 7, sempat tak nak plat no WWW ek?