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Dah lama sgt tak update, sejak dari belum bersalin lagi. La ni budak tomei ni dah nak masuk 4 bulan dah.

Banyak gak nak story sini, tapi mcm takde idea nak susun ayat, gambar, etc... Dan tak ada mood jugak. Ni pun berblog dari hp di kala dua budak tomei sudah tido.

Oklah, sebagai peringatan utk diri sendiri, ni mungkin akan menjadi entry akan datang:-

- kisah kelahiran anak kedua
- kisah raya
- kisah besday hubby + anniversary
- kisah kawen + kenduri adik
- kisah anak2
- kisah kerjaya

Sekian, terima kasih :)

GA..GA..GAGAP

Satu perkara tentang diri aku yang mungkin sesetengah orang perasan ialah aku kadang-kadang menjadi gagap.

Ya, aku tak tipu.
Walaupun masa sekolah rendah aku join team perbahasan, masuk pertandingan bercerita, mengaji, blablabla (helloooo masa sekolah rendah punya cerita pun nak eksen ke!), tapi di masa sekarang inilah satu masalah aku.

Aku salahkan sikap aku yang tak banyak bercakap, maka apabila sesekali bercakap aku dah jadi tak reti nak susun ayat. Otak berpusing nak pilih perkataan yang sesuai nak dikeluarkan dari mulut. Maka tergagap2lah aku bercakap.

He's Growing Up!

Finally, we sent our Little Boss to nursery!
It was ugly at first, but now he's adapting.

I've realized a few changes since he went there:-

• Dah semakin pandai bergaul & tak takut orang. Before this, kalau orang datang rumah @ pergi rumah orang lain je menangis. Sekarang still ada sikit, tapi dah tak teruk sangat. Dan kalau dulu takmau tegur orang @ main dgn budak2 lain, sekarang dah pandai berkawan & main sama2 dgn bebudak lain. :)
• Time tidur sudah berjaya diadjust. Aliff sudah tido awal sekarang. Kalau dulu time tido around 2 am, now kul 12 biasanya dia dah tido. Yahoo!
• Nampak independent sikit. Eh wait.. Really?~ Yeah, tapi sikit sangat. Still clingy ngan Mama dia.
  
• Ada a few things dia belajar. Before this JARANG dibuatnya, such as salam & cium tangan orang, babai orang, and yang kelakarnya ketuk pintu. Hehe..

Hopefully the positive things keep on coming. Even the slightest bit makes me proud of you, my dear!

Budak baru balik taska. Comey tak? Haha

Kenapa Saya Tak Suka Mencarut

Tetiba je aku teringat satu kisah time study kat MMU dulu.
Tatau apesal. Tapi asyik teringat pasal tu je.

Masa tu ada satu subject ni, Seminar.
Ni kira macam public speaking lah.
At one time, each students dapat a topic untuk presentation.
Tiap2 orang dapat topik lain2lah, xde yang sama.
So pandai2 laa cari isi sendiri, and nak present macam mana.

Aku dapat tajuk 'The Evolution of Integrated Circuit'.
Aku macam agak semangat laa buat research cari isi, pastu buat slides cantik2 suma..
Lepas tu sampai laa turn aku kena present.
Oh ya.. presentation buat kat lecture hall ok, depan semua students yang amik subject tu.
So koman2 pun ada laa dlm 100 orang yang akan tengok ko present.
Nak dijadikan cerita, time aku kena present tu, tetiba lecturer cakap kat suma orang...

"Ok, now your task is to create 3 questions regarding this topic, and then submit the questions to me."

Aku macam dah gabra dan panik..
Ye la, selama ni org lain present suma budak bukan pay attention sangat..
lepak je sembang2 la ape laa..
so bila lecturer dah ckp camtu ape lagi, tetiba je suma orang pay attention.
Lecture hall senyap sunyi.
Suma dok tunggu aku start present.

Aku pun dgn cuaknya (dan muka nak menangis gak ni) start laa..
sambil cakap sambil tunjuk slides.
Memula cam gabra2, pastu lelama confident sket..
Agak smooth laa di situ..
Bebudak lain pun suma senyap je, pay attention la konon. Haha..
Aku pun agak kembang laa idung sbb rasa cam VIP lak.. ahaha..

Sekali tu, tetiba camana ntah slide aku sangkut.
Dan on the spot, tetiba je terkeluar dari mulut aku,

"Oh, shit!"

Korang boleh imagine tak..
Lecture hall yang sunyi, dengan aku sorang je yang bercakap, pakai mic lagi okeh..
Dan2 tu jugak bdk2 klas tu masing2 macam.. "wooohhh.. oh shit..."
Aku terpaksa control godek2 balik slide, and continue macam tader apa2..
tapi aku rasa speed aku bercakap dah meningkat 2x ganda laa.. hahaha...
dan takde perasaan sebab macam nak cepat2 abis dan duduk balik..
Gila kan...
Nasib baik laa lecturer tak cakap apa2...



Tapi serius pastu member aku cakap..
aku punya muka macam dah nak nangis.. Maluuuuuu....
ahahahhaha...

So moral of the story, jangan laa selalu sebut benda bukan2..
kang tetiba ko melatah ke, tersasul depan ramai orang ke...
sapa yang malu? Kooooo jugakkk!!!
Tapi kan.. nasib baik aku tak mencarut words yang teruk2 gak..
Camana pun, lepas tu memang aku jaga sket laa mulut aku..
paling2 teruk pun kuar 'bodoh' atau 'bangang' je..
Percayalah!

[30 Days of Truth] Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.

Okeh, saya ngelat...
Sempat buat satu entry je..
pastu bz x hingat okeh..
plus jrg2 bukak laptop..
nak blog dr hp memanglah x syok..


Ok, let's proceed..

Something you love about yourself

Apa yer?
Saya bersyukur dengan semua kurniaan Tuhan..
Boleh tak buat entry camtu je?
Ngelat kan? Ahaha..
Ok2 start balik..


1) Awet Muda

• Ramai orang kata saya awet muda @ nampak muda dari umur sebenar.. Betul ni tak tipu.. dah banyak kali dah tau..
• Antaranya, sila rujuk previous post...
• Masa kat first company, ada sorang member (YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE) komen dia tak pecaya umur saya, sebab nampak muda..
• Masa mula2 masuk keja S***, masa tu umur saya 28 tahun.. Tapi ramai ingat umur saya baru dlm 23, 24 thn camtu.. hebakkkkk kannn...
• maka ramailah yang membahasakan diri diorg as 'akak' walaupun hakikatnya ada yg lagi muda drpd saya.. wakaka..
• Mungkinkah sebab masa tu saya still belum kawen + masih berperangai kebudak2an, serta banyak melepak dgn budak2 muda?

2) Simple
Simple in terms of what?

• Walaupun saya boros dan suka shopping, saya tak kesah dgn handbag + kasut brand mahal2 tu semua. Asalkan berkenan saya beli, walaupun jual kat pasar malam rega rm5 saja..
• Sama gak ngan baju, balik2 kaler itam, coklat..
• Makan.. fussy sket.. makan memilih.. tapi kalo takde choice, lauk yang paling sedap adalah lauk sardin.. kan ke simple tu..
• Tak mekap, tak pakai barang kemas.. gelang + cincin kawen tu semua simpan buat reta je.. hehe.. kalo org nak rompak pun kira tader apa laa.. kosong je..
  

3) Suka eksperimen
Maksudnya...

• Suka try makan2.. kalo ada benda baru, ada peluang Insya Allah pegi try
• Suka try masak2 resipi baru (tapi akan cari resipi yang senang gila je.. haha)

4) Tak kedekut
Saya suka belanja orang.. percayalah..
tapi ikut mood.. ikut situasi kewangan..
kadang2 takde sebab pun nak belanja orang, tapi terasa cam nak mengabiskan duit tu, so saya belanja laa dia.. hahaha..


5) (Used To Be) Workaholic
Err.. I wish I can be as workaholic as before..
I am passionate about my job..
Yes I love programming, walaupun masa study dulu kalo boleh memang nak elakkan sangat2 involve in programming...
But somehow I endup being a programmer, and only then I know how much I love programming.. (ayat jujur atau ayat sarcastic kah ini?)


6) Family Comes First
Whatever it is, I'll make sure my family is at the top of my priority list.
I'd rather spend the weekends with my little kids instead hanging out with friends.
But don't get me wrong, I am a person as well.. I also need sometime for myself.


7) Suka cakap berterabur
Haha seriously this is what i love about myself!
Sebab secara otomatik, people find out that I am actually a funny person.
So tapayah susah2 buat jokes ke ape ke.. ahaha..


Oklah, mcm takde idea la pulak..
keja dah setel.. Nak balik.. tata..


Sempena bulan puasa, nak tepek gambar makanan.. Hehe..
Ni antara eksperimen masakan saya
Bukan mi kari okeh, tp spaghetti..
Hubby saya suka letak kuah byk2 sampai banjir... :)

[30 Days of Truth] Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.

Ok, I guess this thing semua orang pun tau.
Not only myself je yang menyampah pasal benda ni, semua orang pun menyampah kot.
Hehe..

1) I am a bad-tempered person, and over-sensitive too...

I am easily annoyed by little things, especially when I already planned for something,
and it turns out not like what I want it to be.

When things supposed to be easy and then ada some hiccups here and there, that'll ruin my day.

When someone made promises to me and they didn't keep it, I'll be mad like they're no friend to me anymore.

When someone said something that really gets me on my nerves, I may forgive him but I'll never forget.

But, it takes about few minutes only to cool down.
You only need to let me be alone, all by myself, and I'll be cool..
And don't mention about the thing again, unless I wanted to.


Next!

2) BOROS

Ok, being a woman, especially with little kid, I guess being BOROS can be forgiven sometimes. Haha.. Most of the times I spent a lot for my little boy, especially clothes and toys (alasan). Dan saya juga sangat suka abiskan duit kat bab Jalan2 Cari Makan. :)


3) LACK OF CONFIDENCE

Ini tak tipu. I think I can achieve more if I have self-confidence.
I'll step up instead of being a follower.
I'll try to achieve my dreams instead of keeping on dreaming about them.


Cukup tak 3 ni je..
kalo banyak2 sangat abislah terbongkar semua rahsia I...
Hehehehe...

30 Days of Truth

It's been a long time since I've updated my blog.
Banyak cerita sebenarnya, cuma malas dan takde masa nak mengadap blog.
Busy with life, work, Little Boss, my pregnancy, etc, etc...

But.. I came across this post and rasa macam interesting nak buat jugak :)

So for 30 days every day I have to write something according to the below:

Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

I am not sure whether I am able to write for 30 days berturut2, but let's give it a try.
Hehe..