Harta

Ini sahajalah harta kami.

Semoga mereka sentiasa dilindungi rahmat-Nya.. dan sentiasa diberkati.

Amin.

Two plus Three

Assalamualaikum wbt,

I am now a fulltime housewife.
And I am a mother of three.

Meet my little princess, Safiya Raihana.
She is 6 months old already.

Alhamdulillah :)

Missing You

I am missing my big boy right now.
My life feels empty.

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Life As We Know It

Repost from my fb note, Tuesday, October 26, 2010 at 2:03am

Pernah tak kita mengeluh bila kita tak dapat apa yang kita nak?

Pernah tak kita rasa tak puas hati bila lihat orang lain lebih berjaya daripada kita?

Kadang2 kita rasa kita dah usaha sungguh2, dah buat yang terbaik untuk capai apa yang kita idam2kan.

Tapi entah kenapa hasilnya tak seperti yang kita harapkan.

Kadang2 rasa give up dan putus asa dan tak mahu mencuba lagi.

Seboleh2nya, aku cuba elakkan perasaan tu dan think positive.

Konon.

Well, I got this somewhere on the net.

Love it.

Thought I'd share the words with u guys.

:)

ALLAH kata tunggu.

Sebab Dia nak bagi yang lebih baik.

yang lebih baik itu selalunya lambat sampai.

dan yang lambat itu selalunya terbaik.

dan kalau kita tunggu sehingga sampai masa yang telah ditentukan,

kita akan lebih menghargai.

sebab itu ALLAH kata jangan gopoh.

kadang-kadang, ALLAH tak bagi apa yang kita minta..

Biarpun kita minta sepenuh hati.

Biarpun kita minta macam esok tiada lagi.

Menangis menangis meminta itu ini.

Bukan sebab Dia tak mahu.

bukan sebab Dia tak nak tunaikan.

jauh sekali Dia tak sayang.

tapi Dia tahu, apa yang kita minta itu bukan semestinya membahagiakan.

jadi… jangan bersedih kalau apa yang kita nak kita tak dapat.

jangan buruk sangka kalau apa yang kita minta semua tak jadi.

sebab Dia tahu,akan datang masa terbaik untuk Dia makbulkan doa kita tu.

ALLAH kata sabar.

Bukan sebab Dia sengaja main-mainkan kita.

Tapi… Sebab Dia nak kita tahu, sabar itu besar ganjarannya.

Jadi kawan-kawan didiklah hati pujuklah hati supaya celik melihat kasih sayang ALLAH.

I guess the keywords here are BERSYUKUR dan SABAR.

So when I go through my life now, all I can say is.. Alhamdulillah :)

Rude

Adalah rude apabila kita pergi rumah orang, lepas tu kita rasa rumah orang tu semak. Maka kita membebel suruh dia buang a few things, which kita rasa benda tu tak guna dan menyemak. Tapi dalam masa yang sama kita tak sedar ke yang kita punya barang yang menyemak kat rumah orang tu tak berambik2 byk jugak. Rumah orang tu, suka hati dia la..

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Movie: Friends With Benefits

Baru je lepas melayan movie ni...

All I can say is, i loveeeeee their chemistry!

Flash Mob! Jump! Jump!

Closing timeeeee....

Don't have any clue what I'm talking about?

Go watch it! :)

Bila Tak Boleh Tidur

Suka tengok gambar anak2 tidur.



Atau gambar atas sekali.
Gambar baby itu anak buah saya.
Babygirl yg bambam dan sangat tomei2.

Sudah teringinkah?

Nanti dulu, tunggu setahun dua lagi mungkin. ;)

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Wishes

Mode: Jiwang bangat

As posted on my FB wall, 23rd November 2011...

This date, 33 years ago, I was 4-months-old.
Knew nothing, only cried asking to be fed, and did amusing things that hopefully did cheer up my parents (ha-ha).

I never thought that on this date, a baby was born, and just like me, cried to be fed, and did amusing things that hopefully did cheer up his parents as well.

But today, he is now 33 years old. With God’s will, we met each other and united 5 years ago. Yes, we still cry sometimes, but this time we cry together; because we have each other’s shoulder to cry on. We do amusing things together to cheer ourselves. We have our ups and downs in life, but we managed as long as we have each other. We’re blessed with our 2 little bosses, who’s the best ‘teacher’ for us to become (hopefully good) parents. (And sometimes they require us to become clowns, cars, athletes, doctors, etc… you name it..)

And for that, I thank you Allah, for Your greatest gift, the birth of my beloved husband, my soul mate. I pray only the best thing for him, best of health, and I pray for him to be in our life, as long as You permits. And I hope that will be until the end of our life journey.

So, Happy Birthday my dear Razman Zaem.

And Happy 5th Anniversary as well.

With lots of love, always and forever.

The Tra-La-La Song

(Maaf tajuk entry takde kaitan. Buntu nak letak tajuk. Taknak nampak desperate)

Kepada mereka2 yang pernah naik kereta aku, mesti diorang tau yang kereta aku dah lama takde radio. Radio dah lama rosak. Ala, pakej radio datang sekali dengan kereta beb, faham2 ajelah berapa lama je bertahan. Lagipun, kereta aku bukanlah jenama negara 4 musim. Buatan Malaysia. Tapi aku tetap bangga pakai kereta Kelisa aku ni. Tak faham kenapa Perodua stop produce Kelisa dan gantikan dengan Viva. Mungkin nama Kelisa tu tak komersial. Sebab tak komersial la aku bagi nama kereta aku "Tornado". Bunyinya macho dan hensemlah sedikit. Baru sedap nak bawak. Dan yang penting dah habis bayar, walaupun kereta hensem ni dah buruk.

Berbalik kepada cerita radio tadi. Sejak rosak, tak pernah nak ganti.

Sebabnya aku malas. Malas nak survey brand apa yang bagus.

Aku ni naik kereta sebab bukannya nak dengar radio pun.

Jadi aku biarkan.

Tapi, akibatnya... bila sangkut dalam jem, aku mati kutu.

Kalau masa driving mengantuk, tak adalah hiburan.

Maka, aku terpaksa berkaraoke sendiri.

Kesian tau karaoke tak ada muzik ni.

Yang dapat didengar cuma suara sendiri.

Pitching ke laut ke, vokal mencapai oktate ke, semuanya terpaksa la layan sendiri.

Tapi kan, biasanya lirik lintang-pukang, melodi pulak sumbang-mambang.

Biasalah, dah masuk kategori mak2 orang ni.

Dulu masa muda2, layankan lagu yang boleh headbanging.

Dah ada anak2 ni, lagu yang wajib dihafal antaranya...

M-I-C-K-E-Y M-O-U-S-E

(Mickey): It's me!

M-I-C-K-E-Y M-O-U-S-E

It's the Mickey Mouse Clubhouse.

Come inside, it's fun inside.

It's the Mickey Mouse Clubhouse.

Roll call!

Ataupun...

Dibo hears you make a wish

Dibo likes to give a gift

Dibo lives in CozyLand

DINGBODINGBODING

Takpun yang ni...

Yang ni pulak sudah semestinya...

Alien datang menakluki bumi...

Demi koko yang dicari2..

Mereka kan tiba tak lama lagi..

Apa mungkin terjadi..

Jadi kita perlukan penyelamat bumi...

Boboiboy...

Eh btw masa aku dok search youtube boboiboy tadi terjumpa lak ni.. cool jugak.. kasi share sekali..

So, korang boleh imagine tak... aku karaoke lagu kanak2 ni dalam kereta? Boleh tak? Boleh tak? Tak boleh kan? Memang tak boleh pun... Aku kelentong je.. tapi pengakuan ikhlas, aku memang hafal lagu2 tu sebab selalu dok layan dengan anak2 aku, ok.. :)

Bila aku drive dengan kereta takde radio ni, baru aku perasan beberapa perkara. Ok ni aku buat perbandingan bila aku bawak Tornado vs aku bawak T-Hawk (kereta laki aku)...

1. Lagu yang wajib menjadi pilihan adalah lagu "Semangat Yang Hilang" - XPDC. Gila best nyanyi lagu ni sambil feeling2 metal kapak. Serius besttttt... Mengimbas kenangan silam zaman study kat Shah Alam dulu...
2. Rupanya aku banyak hafal lagu2 rock kapak. "Keunggulan cinta... dari sinar mata.. yang bergeloraaaaaa..."
3. Aku taktau lagu2 Siti Nurhaliza mahupun Siti Nordiana, Siti Sarah dan lain2 Siti..
4. Walaupun aku peminat Anuar Zain, takde satu lagu pun yang aku ingat dari mula sampai habis. Maka, aku tak penah nyanyi lagu dia ataupun aku just humming atau nyanyi sekerat jalan.
5. Aku boleh menyanyi dengan penuh perasaan walaupun takde muzik. Muzik pun aku buat sendiri sambil ketuk2 stering dan kadang2 hampir tertekan hon.
6. Bila aku bawak T-Hawk, aku lupa bukak radio. Aku pun nyanyi sendiri. Pastu lama2 aku teringat yang kereta ni ada radio. Bukak radio. Dan aku sambung nyanyi balik (tak ikut pun lagu apa yg keluar kat radio). Haha serius bodoh..
7. Yang bagusnya, kalau drive Tornado bawak anak2, aku lebih suka nyanyi lagu nasyid sifat 20. Syukurlah..
8. Patutlah kawan2 tak pernah ajak aku pergi karaoke. Diorang dah boleh agak rupanya suara (dan perangai) aku macam mana. Sampai hati diorang. Sob sob..

Agak parah gak aku ni kan..

Memang dah lama aku nak cerita.. Kebetulan pulak ada satu contest ni.. Sila lawat DI SINI

Hadiahnya adalah Samsung Galaxy Tab..

Apa? Nak join? Wahaha aku tipu je.. Err.. aku tipu bab hadiah je.. contest betul2 ada...

Ni hadiahnya...

Sempoi kan? Ini bukan lighter. Ini adalah sebuah external speaker yang berkeupayaan untuk menjadi sebuah radio FM, boleh memain lagu MP3 melalui USB dan memory card.

Haaa...tu dia..

So to Blog Owner aka Tukang Bagi Hadiah, Pak Lan:

Pak Lan, hang dah baca kan awat akak nak hadiah ni.

Akak rasa, kalau akak dapat benda ni, boleh la akak letak dalam kereta akak.

Penumpang2 kereta akak takdelah terseksa telinga mendengar suara akak ok..

Akak dah kenen2 hang punya Samsung Galaxy Tab, tapi itulah.. kang orang kata, bagi betis nak peha pulak.. so dapat yang ni je pun jadilah..

Boleh dengar radio, boleh letak mp3 mengaji kot2 laki akak nak dengaq ka, atau anak2 buleh nyanyi lagu kanak2 depa. Bukan dalam kereta ja, sambil akak masak2 di dapur pun akak boleh layan. Amacam? Sempoi dak?

BTW Pak Lan, hang nak try naik kereta akak time takdak radio dak?

Apapun Pak Lan, terima kasih sebab buat contest ni.

Mana tau kot ada rezeki akak. Amin...

Vampire Movies

Twilight: Breaking Dawn Pt 1 is coming to cinema.



So everyone's is like, "oh edward... oh jacob..."
But me, hell no.
I'm not into twilight series.
I love vampire movies.
But not with the mushy2 love stories.
Especially with the so-kayu-heroin.

I watched The Vampire Diaries.
Love story jugak, tapi somehow with damn interesting plots..

and Twilight can't even compare with that.
Up until now I still can't understand why people lovesssss it so much.
Ok, one exception. Jacob is hot. Nice body.
And cute sweet Alice. Make it two..
But Edward? Bella? Apekah yang best sangat?

My all time favourite vampire movies, obviously these:-

1) Blade Trilogy
Hero kelam sikit, but the action is well-packed!
IMO, the best is Blade 2. But I am biased, since abang Ryan Reynolds is in Blade Trinity, I love this more.


2) Underworld Trilogy (but no 4 is coming soon)

We don't need a man vampire to be the hero.

Enough said.

paNavia is back!

A few days ago, I went to MPH Midvalley.

Niat di hati nak cari programming references, tapi tak banyak choices lak.

Kena pegi Kinokuniya KLCC baru rambang mata.

Pastu terjumpa ni...

Terus beli..

I used to have this interest in planes, particularly air fighters since my A-Level year.

Masa tu rajin kumpul poster.

There was a booth in PKNS Shah Alam that sells posters, and it has such nice collections of planes/flights posters. So I bought a few, dan maka bertampal2lah di almari dan dinding kat sebelah katil. But now, all those posters entah ke mana pun taktau. Agak kechiwa gak. Sayang betul, sebab lawa2. Nowadays memang dah tak jumpa la. One day I will go to PKNS balik and try tengok kot2 booth tu ada lagi (you wish!).. hehe..

Lepas tu, woodcraft pulak.

Yang ni pun banyakkkkkk collections.

Tapi pun banyak rosak dan hilang ditelan zaman.

Seb baik murah je. Tapi effort nak memasang tu.. perghhh.. tak penah la aku sesabar ni..

Yang jenis calendar yg mcm ni pun penah beli.

But sadly, masa tu kenduri kawen. Simpan dlm satu almari kat guest room, the next time tengok2 dah hilang. Marah sangat. Sbb dah la susah nak jumpa. And very nice. I love it so much! Mahal pulak tu. Masa beli tu tak silap the last box. Yang ni nanti rasanya nak cari lagi la. Untuk tahun depan pulak.

Cuma yang malas nak beli is the plane/flight model.

Sebabnya kalo beli yg jenis camtu, kena ada proper almari utk display.

Tambah pulak ngan ada budak2 ni, macam susah sangat nak kumpul2 ni.

But I really hope I can start again this hobby, and with a nice collections.

Itupun kalo ada duit lah kann.... hehehe...

Oh btw, do you know where did I get my nickname, 'Panavia'?

It is actually extracted from 'Panavia Tornado', an air fighter.

The Panavia Tornado is a family of twin-engine, variable-sweep wing combat aircraft, which was jointly developed by the United Kingdom,West Germany and Italy. There are three primary versions of the Tornado; the Tornado IDS (interdictor/strike) fighter-bomber, the suppression of enemy air defences Tornado ECR (electronic combat/reconnaissance) and the Tornado ADV (air defence variant) interceptor.

Developed and built by Panavia Aircraft GmbH, a tri-national consortium consisting of British Aerospace (previously British Aircraft Corporation), MBB of West Germany, and Aeritalia of Italy, the Tornado first flew on 14 August 1974. It saw action with the Royal Air Force(RAF), Italian Air Force and Royal Saudi Air Force in the Gulf War. International co-operation continued after its entry into service within the Tri-National Tornado Training Establishment, a tri-nation training and evaluation unit operating from RAF Cottesmore, UK. Including all variants, 992 aircraft were built for the three partner nations and Saudi Arabia.

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Lauk Cencaru Goreng Sumbat

Hari ni goreng ikan ada improvement. Ikan dah tak hancur. Aku pun dah tak melompat2 tiap kali minyak meletup2.

Syabas!

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Ukur Tinggi Anak

Pasal nak booking utk AFamosa Resort.
Sebab ada condition utk budak tinggi 3 kaki.

Chat with hubby via YM

Me: agak2 tinggi aliff baper?
kalau 3 kaki lebih kurang 90 cm camtu

Kanda: xsure..kene ukur dari ujung jari u sampau siku u brape cm..
pastu ukur kat dia

Me: wahahahhahahahahah...

Lovely

They always make me smile.
And make me yell and scream too!

I love you both... Muahhhs!

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Kenapa Ni Adik?

Papa halang budak kecik ni tgk kartun. Tu la pasal sampai senget2

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I Will Try To Fix Myself

Coldplay - Fix You

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down on your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down on your face
And I...

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down on your face
And I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

===================================================

A few weeks ago I had emotional breakdown. And I believe I still am.
How could this happen?

I've been busy with work. So little time, so much to do!
I'm kinda not 'IN' with my current job. Whoever knows me, documentation is SO NOT ME!
Therefore, gua stressssssssssssssss gilaaaaa....

Since I have 2 little kids, I am not willing to stay back late.
Balik rumah penat, kena masak2 and melayan anak2. Also gave me headache.

My kids are priority. Diorang ni pulak jenis kalau tak sihat berganti2.
So I have to take care of them, bergilir2. Dan sometimes, I got sick too.. Means, no rest.
Worst, I took a lot of EL and MC.
Masuk lambat toksah cerita la.

And there are also some reasons that I cannot mention here.
Better keep it to myself.
Whoever knows, they know.

But, those lead to my emotional breakdown.
I feel exhausted.
Helpless.
Useless.
Frustrated.
Unappreciated.

SO I took just took a month off from my job.
Spend some time with my precious.
And do things I'd love to do: watch movies, masak2..

And then I realize.
I want to be at home.
Taknak bangun pagi2 siap2 pegi keja opis.
I love being hug and cuddled by my kids early morning.
Mandikan diorg. Siapkan diorg.
Only then I sent them to nursery kalau ada hal nak dibuat hari tu.
Or when I need a day for myself.

Simply said, I just can't commit to be in office fulltime.

(Note to myself: Agak menyesal jugak la quit ngan S*** yg work from home tu.
But as I said, I can't commit to something that I just don't like doing it)

Dipendekkan cerita, saya nekad hantar resignation letter.
Walaupun dalam kepala risau tentang loans dan hutang2 lain yang perlu dibayar.
Juga bil-bil.
Tapi saya tawakal.
Sekurang2nya saya dah tak perlu rasa bersalah kalau terpaksa amik cuti dan menyusahkan orang lain.

Saya nak tengok anak2 saya membesar depan mata.
Mungkin saya still akan hantar ke nursery sekali-sekala.
Kejam tak kalo camtu? Hehehe..

So, my last day will be this 30th June.
Lepas tu, semuanya masih samar2.
Insya Allah, rezeki ada di mana2.

Dan satu perkara lagi, apa2 pun, berbalik kepada Yang Satu.
I admit, I am not a good Muslim.
Thank you hubby, you keep reminding me and please continue that!


Wish me the very best of luck!

Kasih Abang

Tolong jaga adik dok meniti kepala katil tak bagi jatuh. Konon.

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Tidurlah Wahai Anak2

Patutnya mama punya tempat kat tengah2.
Tapi kalau dah gini rupanya, macam mana nak menyelit?

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Projek Father's Day

Punya la buruk rupanya kan..
Sbb aku mmg takde alat2 utk mendeco ni. Nozzle, spatula apa suma takde. Aku piping ni guna plastik je. Punya la gigih tak gigih. Tujuan sebab nak belajar buat buttercream tu je. Aku jumpa resipi kat internet pastu saja nak try. Tak susah mana pun. Ada lagi satu aku buat.. Kek lapis hawflakes.. Tp yg tu tak snap gambor la plak. Nnt lenkali la kalo buat lagi aku share.

Nanti nak suh Kanda repair oven cepat2 so that boleh try buat cheese tart. Tak sabor.. Pastu kalo rajin thn ni boleh buat saja kuih raya sendiri. Oyeah!

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Young Boss

Masih lagi batuk dan selsema.

*test post entry guna Bloggeroid*

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